"Crenshaw, Quarantine"

Crenshaw, Quarantine
Immersed in mist barreling
down Overhill
from Kenneth Hahn, the haze
dense, leaves me as only
headlamp
and heart rate
in vapor
at a sprint
towards the glow
between what
I can’t see
then reds,
flashing cherry tops
on the incline
and what’s left
of three cars
marked off
between flares, we
have to be safe
since nothing
is safe,
and I open
on the downgrade,
seek to stay between steady
and heaving myself
at this chase, the mystery
that each body is,
what a time
and base pairs
and bad odds and
high hopes can bring
to complexes
at a whirl around
what I can do
in murk
rising
under the beam
of my light,
all vision
condensed,
shrinking scope
on what
I can’t see, which is
most of everything,
we are among
and are not
what we
put our eyes on,
the apparent
a trickle, this year
even less,
the mileage put forward
a cut better
than none
to one edge
of many,
the fog
keeps swelling in billows,
curtains surrounding
what I have
for now,
and the green
of the stoplight
where Slauson
begins,
I’m reaching,
might reach,
yellow, this time is
what we wait in
or refuse
to stop chasing, refuse
to stop loving,
still, yellow,
what is left,
what I need to outrun,
what I
count down to,
what I need
to keep finding.
